Feeling a little bit better this morning. I watched Jerry McQuire last night and just sobbed through most of it. It was that part that when the football guy gets hurt and his wife is on the phone saying, “My whole life is this family. It does NOT work without him!” that set me off good. I cried so hard I hyperventilated, had an asthma attack and went to bed and slept HARD for 5 hours (until the baby needed to eat again). However, when I woke up and he wasn’t in bed with me, I got a huge reality check and the tears started again. I gently sang some praise songs while I nursed the baby and then both of us went back to sleep for a bit. He woke up again at 7:30 to eat and mercifully went back to sleep. So I’m showered, online for just a few minutes then I’ll call my MIL so she can come get us, take me to the hospital and take Seth home with her for the day. Unless he comes home today, I won’t be back on until late tonight. I’m believe (Lord, help my unbelief) for my miracle though and that I’ll be bringing him home around dinner time. If something amazing happens (either way), I’ll give someone a call so they can post for me.
Thank you all so much for your prayers. I know that I couldn’t do this without y’all.